JEJAI(ASISTANT LEADER)

What do you learn from big dissapointment


The first failure or dissapointment that I ever felt is when I got my SPM result and the
result is not bad and is not good, I know my parent put a lot of hope in me but i dissapoint
them by playing and not focus on my study at that time, when i got my result at first I
don’t feel anything because what i think at that time i don’t study at all and I get result
that i deserved but when I see my parent face when they see the result I feel ashamed and
really sad because I can see their dissapointment in me and what I learn after that is to
study hard and that experience made me more mature in my thinking so that i keep
moving foward and change my playful nature and be more serious in my studies.



Place you’ve lived or houses you’ve lived in and who you were at that time


My name is Mohd Jailani I am 21 years od I live at Kuala Kangsar, Perak with my
family. I am first son from four siblings. Our house quite big and we have complete
furniture, and i really like to live there because I can find peace in there. The surrounding
is really comfortable. Because I am the only sons in my family so I have many
responsbilities that I have to do in my family. My parents put their hope in me because I
am the only sons in my family. The best memory I have in my house is when we did
event and my cousins all came and even when there’s many people in the house, the
house did’nt feel cramped at all.

HOW DID YOU FEEL AFTER RECEIVING YOUR SPM RESULT , AND PLAN ABOUT YOUR FUTURE CAREER OR STUDIES

I feel that my result is not too bad but I don’t feel excited at all because my result is not that good and I even have to repeat math because I got D in my math. And I even dissapointed my parent, at that time I don’t think about my future career or studies. I just feel relief that my result is okay , but I do have my ambitions at that time I want to take studies in computer . And then after many hardship that I experience I have finally managed convinced my father to let me studies in computer abd here I am take Diploma In Multimedia in KPTM IPOH and so far is still good, I have many friend that can help me here and good lecturer that can help me gains more knowledge in this subject that I like

HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

            
   Hello my name is Mohd Jailani. I’m from Kuala Kangsar, Perak. What I feel to during the preparation for final examination is I feel empty. Since I’ve been study at KPTM Ipoh, I often play at the classroom, I’ve had skipped the class, and because of that makes me worry that I can’t do the best performance for final examination. I don’t want makes my parents disappointed on me and because of that I need to give all the concentration at the class.

AZEQ

1. How did you feel after receiving your SPM result and plan about your future 

career or studies.

My name is Muhammad Nur Haziq bin Salim. Im officially 19 years old. My
feeling when I get the SPM result is excited because I got a very good results but in
the same time I’m very disappointed because I got D in Bahasa Melayu (BM). I have
to take paper June in BM because without credit I cannot achieve what I want. And
after the SPM June I got B+. And after that I think about my future plan to be a
director film. So I choose Diploma in Multimedia at KPTM Ipoh. And my parents
against it because they want me to study at Johor Bahru (JB).But I manage convince
them to go at KPTM Ipoh. After I got here, I feel that I regret my decision but I have
to study here to achieve my ambition to be a director.



2. What you do learned from a big disappointed.

What I learned from my big disappointed is I’m a stubborn person, I’m not
listened to my parents advice to not do something that I personally cannot do and it
make me regret. Now I need to change myself to become a better person and
always need my parents advice for any decision I do.



3. Place you’re lived or houses you’re lived in and who you were at that time.

My name is Muhammad Nur Haziq bin Salim. I am 19 years old. I’ve lived in
Johor Bahru (JB) with my family. My house is two storey teres. My family quite close
with neighboors. Every evening, we will gether  to chatting about surrounding. I’m the
last in my sibling. My family call me as adek. I’m close with my mom and sharing all
my problem with her.

IZWANSHAH(LEADER)

What do you learn from big dissapointment

The first failure or dissapointment that I ever felt is when I got my SPM result and the
result is not bad and is not good, I know my parent put a lot of hope in me but i dissapoint
them by playing and not focus on my study at that time, when i got my result at first I
don’t feel anything because what i think at that time i don’t study at all and I get result
that i deserved but when I see my parent face when they see the result I feel ashamed and
really sad because I can see their dissapointment in me and what I learn after that is to
study hard and that experience made me more mature in my thinking so that i keep
moving foward and change my playful nature and be more serious in my studies.



Place you’ve lived or houses you’ve lived in and who you were at that time



My name is Mohd Shaizwan B. Shamshol I am 21 years old, I live at Ampang ,
Selangor with my parent, brothers, and sisters, I am the second son from 7 sibling. Our
house thought small for 9 people to live in but I still feel comfortable and happy to live
with my family, My house is apartment type and the surrounding is very city like because
the people always busy and even in 4 am there still car sound coming in and out.



HOW DID YOU FEEL AFTER RECEIVING YOUR SPM RESULT , AND PLAN ABOUT YOUR FUTURE CAREER OR STUDIES


I feel that my result is not too bad but I don’t feel excited at all because my result is not that good and I even have to repeat math because I got D in my math. And I even dissapointed my parent, at that time I don’t think about my future career or studies. I just feel relief that my result is okay , but I do have my ambitions at that time I want to take studies in computer . And then after many hardship that I experience I have finally managed convinced my father to let me studies in computer abd here I am take Diploma In Multimedia in KPTM IPOH and so far is still good, I have many friend that can help me here and good lecturer that can help me gains more knowledge in this subject that I like

HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

         When I doing my preparation for the final exam. I feel really nervous, afraid, and a bit excited to take the final exam. I feel nervous and afraid because I am afraid that my preparation is not enough to take the exam and I afraid that I do not do well enough in exam and disappoint my parents and myself. I feel a bit excited because I cannot wait to test my knowledge and to test how much I understand and know after I learn from the lecturer and there is also the holiday after the exam even when I nervous and is afraid I cannot help but think about the holiday after the hard exam. And that’s also how I prepared myself and steady my emotion to ready for the exam.

 

EJAAT

1.       How did you feel after receiving your SPM result and plan abaut your studies.

             My name Izzati Balqis Binti Mohammed Zainodi.I come from Sungai Siput,Perak.I was born at Hospital Sungai Siput,Perak on 26 Julai 1997.I’m ninety years old and ex-student at Smk muhibbah.I’m the spm graduate.I’m just thinking future plan.I Have to take spm result on 26 march.How did i feel after receiving my spm result.My feeling very excating,but in the same time i feel very afraid to see my result.After see my result i will became disspointed.I feel very sad and hopelessness because my target is to get a good result is to hight so that i did fail in at the same time my family have a support me to don’t be give up.Now i study at KPTM IPOH and now i give a full of concentration on my study.I and so hope that i can bring my course study at KPTM IPOH and i want to struggle on study to give proud to my family.

2.       What do you learned from a big disapointment.

           I still remember 2015 after the spm result out after i know the result i feel so disappointment and sad again.I feel very disappointment and at the same time feel guilty foward my parents who are expeecting good result from me.This has taught me not to take it easy on learning,Finally,do not despair with life now because everyone will feel sit about and below.I have learning from a big disappointment And i will never given up and will promise to learn hard to get what i want and make my parents smile.

3.       Place you’re lives or house you’re lived in ,and who you were at the time.

Firstly,I come from Sungaai Siput,Perak and my house located in kampung jaya setia.My name is Izzati Balqis Binti Mohammed Zainodi.I’m nineteen years old.I stay with my parent.I was the tenth child of twelve sibling.My family call me ejat.My house is not small is not big.Every Saturday,I and my sibling always jamming at my house.I love my family a lot.

HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

                I feel  very scared and afraid during during the last preparation for final exam and subject. What make I’m afraid is I will make my parents disappointed on me when result come out so I decided to start my revision on subject that I take that I really not understand. I often asked my classmates to teach that subject that I can’t catch up. And because of that I will do the best for my examination that will coming soon.

AIN(SECRETARY)

1. How did you feel after receiving your SPM results and plan about your future career or studies.

My name is Nur Ain Shahanna Bt Azmi. I’m 21 years old. What I feel after receiving my SPM results is I don’t feel excited and I don’t feel bad about my results. I just feel want going back home and sleep. My plan about my future is become kindergarden teacher because I really like a kids. And I decided to continue my studies in early Childhood education at KPTM but my mother did not give permission to study at there because the place is too far from home. And now I am continuing my studies at KPTM Ipoh in courses  Diploma in Multimedia. And I promise I will do my very best! Diploma in Multimedia I found the subject can give me career oppurtinities for me to become a teacher. I hope so.

2. What do you learned from a big disappointment.

What I learned from a big disappointment is never give up to get what I want in my life. Before this, I never trust on myself in whatever I do. I just do whatever I want without my parents supportive and because of that I feel regret on myself. Now I need to be a positive person. Always need my mother’s advice and support. And I don’t want to make any mistake anymore.

3. Places you’ve lived or houses you’ve lived in, and who you I were at that time.

My name is Nur Ain Shahanna Bt Azmi. I’m 21 years old. I lived in Cheras Kuala Lumpur with my family. I was the second child in the family. My family members was called me as “nana” or “adik”. I’m very close with my mom and always share my problems that I have with my mom. My dad had died 6 years ago and how my mom who took care of us until now. My mom is the best mom in the world and I love her. 

HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

   When I doing my preparation for the final exam. I feel really nervous, afraid, and a bit excited to take the final exam. I feel nervous and afraid because I am afraid that my preparation is not enough to take the exam and I afraid that I do not do well enough in exam and disappoint my parents and myself. I feel a bit excited because I cannot wait to test my knowledge and to test how much I understand and know after I learn from the lecturer and there is also the holiday after the exam even when I nervous and is afraid I cannot help but think about the holiday after the hard exam. And that’s also how I prepared myself and steady my emotion to ready for the exam.
 

AINA(MEMBER)

1. How did you feel after receiving your SPM result and plan about your future career or studies.

My name is Nur Ainaa Bt Abd Hamid. I’m unofficially 20 years old. I want to tell about my feelings after receiving my SPM results and plan about my future career or my studies. The feeling is AWESOME!EXCITING!PROUD!

First, it is because I can make my parents proud about myself after see my results. Then, because of the results,I’m so exciting to plan about my upcoming future. The plan is I want to be a lawyer. Because of that, I’ve got an offer to UiTM, and my courses is Public Administration. And this courses are really suitable to the dreams that I dreamed of. One day, I was devastated because of my bad results. After a long time that I really want, and because of my careless, I quit from UiTM only because my laziness from studying. I’m too addicted with hanging out with friends until I forgot about study. And because of that, it really break my parents heart.

2. What do you learned from a big disappointment.

What do I learned from a big disappointment is we can learned how to avoid from being hopelessness. Then, it can also learn from the mistakes I’ve had do from bad to better. In fact, we know that God always have a best planner for us. Sometimes, I feel unlucky because I want to do something with successfully, but at the end, I had failed. And because of that mistake, I need to increase my concentration on my career. And never feel despair on myself again.

3. Places your lived or houses your lived in and who you were at that time.

Places I’ve lived or houses I’ve lived in, and when I were at that time are totally different. Places that I lived in Sg. Long Cheras. My houses are near to Masjid Taman Rakan. When I were at that time are like I’m a hardworking person but at the same times, I’m a lazy. At home, I always help my mother to do the “homemaker”. For an example, prepare the dinner for my family. My sister and I always make a jokes, and at the same time, the joking situation change to and argument situation. But, me as a sister, need to stop all the arguments.

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

First thing, I feel nervous. 4 months I’ve had studied. I need to give the best performance for final examination. During the preparation for final examination, I need to control all my feelings. Because of that, I don’t want to make my parents disappointed on me again. Sometimes, I feel depressing and sometimes I feel I can’t do it reaaly hard because I often play in the classroom. Me as a servant of God, I have tried it and will never give up because want to achieve my goals that I really want to achieved.