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IZWANSHAH(LEADER)

What do you learn from big dissapointment

The first failure or dissapointment that I ever felt is when I got my SPM result and the
result is not bad and is not good, I know my parent put a lot of hope in me but i dissapoint
them by playing and not focus on my study at that time, when i got my result at first I
don’t feel anything because what i think at that time i don’t study at all and I get result
that i deserved but when I see my parent face when they see the result I feel ashamed and
really sad because I can see their dissapointment in me and what I learn after that is to
study hard and that experience made me more mature in my thinking so that i keep
moving foward and change my playful nature and be more serious in my studies.



Place you’ve lived or houses you’ve lived in and who you were at that time



My name is Mohd Shaizwan B. Shamshol I am 21 years old, I live at Ampang ,
Selangor with my parent, brothers, and sisters, I am the second son from 7 sibling. Our
house thought small for 9 people to live in but I still feel comfortable and happy to live
with my family, My house is apartment type and the surrounding is very city like because
the people always busy and even in 4 am there still car sound coming in and out.



HOW DID YOU FEEL AFTER RECEIVING YOUR SPM RESULT , AND PLAN ABOUT YOUR FUTURE CAREER OR STUDIES


I feel that my result is not too bad but I don’t feel excited at all because my result is not that good and I even have to repeat math because I got D in my math. And I even dissapointed my parent, at that time I don’t think about my future career or studies. I just feel relief that my result is okay , but I do have my ambitions at that time I want to take studies in computer . And then after many hardship that I experience I have finally managed convinced my father to let me studies in computer abd here I am take Diploma In Multimedia in KPTM IPOH and so far is still good, I have many friend that can help me here and good lecturer that can help me gains more knowledge in this subject that I like

HOW DO YOU FEEL YOURSELF DURING THE PREPARATION FOR THE FINAL EXAM

         When I doing my preparation for the final exam. I feel really nervous, afraid, and a bit excited to take the final exam. I feel nervous and afraid because I am afraid that my preparation is not enough to take the exam and I afraid that I do not do well enough in exam and disappoint my parents and myself. I feel a bit excited because I cannot wait to test my knowledge and to test how much I understand and know after I learn from the lecturer and there is also the holiday after the exam even when I nervous and is afraid I cannot help but think about the holiday after the hard exam. And that’s also how I prepared myself and steady my emotion to ready for the exam.